and sometimes you think you cant take it anymore, and wonder why you chose this path of life which leads to God Knows Where. you feel so scared, you're shaking. all you want to do is just look for a fire escape, to solve that temporary emptiness in your heart. to run away from everything which has haunted you. the unpreparedness overwhelms you and you seek solace in knowing you're given an alternative route. but yet,

there are people around who Believe in you.
and you find the strength to carry on.
to conquer your fears.
for yourself, for them.

Germs: thanks so much for all the tags and the hugs. (: esp this afternoon, for "the team will always be here for you" message before i went for the history paper. Thanks, cus it really means alot to me. it somehow was the invisible strength in my perserverance to continue. i think without all of you, theres just hardly any reason for my existence anymore. and it doesnt make a difference if i do leave or not. Mentis Opprimo Materia. (: loveyou.

Aaron: for the affirmation (:

Princess: for telling me not to give up and that every paper represents a new hope.

Des: for the online encouragements. (: and reminding me of how i miss trainings. ):

Yen: for the sms& tag. (: Thanks; for believing.

and i heard of the boy who immediately went to the general office to get the withdrawal form Right after the history paper.

i dont want to be like him;
i dont want to leave Everyone behind.

Moment in Time is playing on my Party Shuffle now.
so apt.
(:

/and i wonder, if you're okay.